Happy Happy Valentine's Day.....

This is the flower he gave me first during 2009's Valentine's Day. :)

It must have cost a bomb to buy flowers on Valentine's Day.

It has 12 stalks. And what does 12 stalks of flowers mean?

Anybody knows? o.o?

Okay, anyway, I was working my day away during

Valentine's that year as I just

broke up with Mr. D and I'm not with Weihao yet and he's at work also.

So, I thought it might just be like any other day and so, I slog my way off

on that very particular day. :)

So , while I was working that day, Mr mysterious man, Shunde, as usual,

pops up at my goreng pisang stall and hand me the flowers. :D

I was happy and then his msg came. :D

Oh , and the funny thing about it was, there was a card written on it.

And you know, Weihao called Shunde to order the flowers and at that time,

Shunde didn't really know me well and he wrote the wrong name

on the card.

.__________.

It was atrocious ! Hahahahahahahahha. Sth like, to KANNY, from WEIHAO.

KANNY ! Oh dear ! Hahahahahahahahaha.

Anyway , I was happy like fuck.

But as you know, I got this freaking strong ego in me,

very strong ego,

so I thank him in the msg only and never really showed that I was fucking

happy.

Oh , and you know what, he's the second guy who gave me flowers.

Okay, first is Mr. D but I was together with Mr. D so it's different.

I wasn't with him and he gave me flowers ! :D

okay okay, enough of my bullshit.

So, I finish work and took a cab home.

It was kind of weird......

Okay, imagine me, selling goreng pisang so of course,

I'm wearing ugly t-shirt and ugly pants to work

and after work, it's all oily and smelly and dirty with leftover crumps that

fly all over and stucked on your hair....

and there I am, looking like a Aunty, who just finished

work at a Kopitiam, clearing the plates and wiping the table,

with a bouquet of roses and waiting ALONE for the cab.

I know, ppl might think that .....

"oh dear, this girl is so pathetic to be alone in Valentine's Day and

comforting herself as such that she bought roses to herself.."

Oh my, maybe that's what I would think of people that's why

I have this idea that people would think of me that way.

So anyway, I took a cab instead of mrt and then bus-ed home.

Fast, efficient and not so embarrassing momentsssss.

Hahahahahahahahahahaha.

Wonderful, clever me. :D

So, I got home, placed the flower on the table, take pictures

of it and blogged to show off. :D

hurhurhur ~

Okay, I like to show off.

Whatever ~

Then when he came back from work, I think it's my birthday already. :)

Already blogged about my birthday, so not gonna talk about it again. :D

Then about last year Valentine's, he wasn't with me AGAIN due to work.

You know, it kinda sucked to have such boyfriend.

It's just like I'm dating a army boyfriend which

I'VE NEVER DATE ANY BEFORE.

What's worst is, his work cannot MC. :(

Cannot even *geng* oh dear !

So, nvm, I got the thinking of, if you found the right one,

everyday is Valentine's Day to comfort myself.

Yes, just to comfort myself. :(

Deep down, I curse and swear that on this freaking day, he's

not with me AGAIN and it's AGAIN.

I mean, how many Valentine's Day could we spent together?

Okay, so I rushed him back and he couldn't make it and he's sorry.

And I've also said that he ordered flowers and asked Shunde to deliver

to me.

I know it sounds kind of absurd that he's not the one delivering the flowers to me

and he's not sincere blah blah blah......

But well, I do feel his sincerity cause he was overseas. What more

could he have do?

The thought of sending flowers to me are already soooo damn sweet

& it might probably be the best gift to me from him ever.

But however, I actually forgot which exact bouquet of roses

he sent to me cause during 2010, he indeed bought alot of roses

to me.

For apologising(s), for birthday, etc etc.

So, you know, I kind of forget it.

Okay, or maybe I should say,

I'm a bitch and I took it for granted.

I will only think that the first time is sweet and important

and then when it repeats alot of time, I got used or maybe

immune to it,

& i always thought that there would still be a next time.

I'm a bitch until, he bought flowers and passed it to me in hand

when he was apologising, but I wasn't forgiving enough and then

I didn't really care and bother about the flowers that he had to threw it

on the floor which then later, I woke up and it was all too late.

Oh yea, I'm such a bitch and girls or rather women can be such a bitch.

But I was angry !

Okay, don't talk about the bad things, just maybe the happy things probably? :)

So, I'm such a bitch getting over that he wasn't here with me

on Valentine's Day and I didn't even sent him a simple, "Happy Valentine's Day" msg.

Okay, to me, my thinking was.....

Omg, send for what?

As in, how could he be when he's work?!

Unless he's with another girl in that bloody ship?

Or how can I be happy without him by my side on that very day AGAIN.

And so, I only msg to thanks for the flowers and totally forget to wish him.

& he took the initiative and msg me but still, I'm such a bitch and did

not wish him back until the very next day, he asked for it.

Okay, I'm such a bitch and I know that. :(

I do regret okay. But, what's the point.

Okay, fine. So as usual, he's still back for my birthday. :D

and then celebrated and go all for it. & you know, I totally just forgets about

the bloody damn lonely Valentine's Day when I had a boyfriend.

So one day, 14th March 2010. He suddenly asked me to make myself free on that day

& he wanted to bring me out. I got curious, and I'm so irritating and I kept

asking him why 14th March, what's so special, and what're we doing, where're we going, etc.

Well, I gotta prepared myself right, to dress appropriately and make up

appropriately. I don't wanna dress too flamboyant when we're

just going for a movie at Bishan? Or maybe dress too casual if we're going

to dine at some high class restaurant.

Hahahahahahahhahaha.

So, I pester him until he told me that he was bringing me to the Singapore Flyer.

Well, I hate that idea. I freaking hate that idea. I've told him

before that I WOULD NEVER EVER go to the Singapore Flyer with him.

Know why?

Cause it was my first time and not his.

He went to the Singapore Flyer with Ms C when they were together

& so, I got a little jealous and I didn't want to go.

Okay, I admit I didn't wanna go there because of my childish

stupid thinking that he went there with me but thinking

of the memories he and she had. :x

Just like me and Mr. D's first time to take the DHL Balloon ride,

if I were to ask him to go take the ride with me, he wouldn't want too.

Okay, he didn't want it cause I take it out as an example.

But too bad, the DHL balloon was not there anymore when they started the

flyer. He was soooo damn lucky. I'd have dragged him to take the DHL balloon ride and

let him feel how I felt.

Hahahahahahahahahhaha. Okay, anyway, we still went for the ride. He brainwashed me

until my heart melt and I got no other good reason to reject him.

Okay, that's what he's good at.

So, before we went in for the ride, there were actually people helping us to

take photos. It wasssss awkward.

Okay, I love to take photos, especially myself,

but I find it weird when people takes pictures of me.

I'm like.....

what am I supposed to do? Pose? Like how?

Hahahahahahahahahahaha.

And the worst thing is, it always turns out ugly.

The ride was okay, but kinda boring, just high up in the sky,

seeing small lights, everywhere in singapore.

Oh dear.

But, we took quite alot of pictures in the cabinet, by ourselves.

and it was weird with strangers in the same cubicle looking at you

AS IF YOU WERE TOURISTS.

It kinda sucked but.... WE DON'T CARE !

Hahahahahahahahahha.

Okay, maybe we care, but we act like we don't.

We just placed our digital cam at a corner and put it straight and self time mode

on and I ran back to the place he was and *ka-chak* snapped ! :D

Then at the end of the ride, you would get to choose the photos which they

took previously. You know, like the function they had in zoo or night safari?

Exactly the same.

They took quite a few photos and so we get to choose the nicest one and

the background. It was expensive so I only wanted to take one

but he takes two and said one for you and one for me.

Oh dearrrrr ~

You know what's the sweetest thing?

The sweetest thing is, at the end of the day, he actually asked me, "do you know why I chose this date?"

me : *shook my head* no. Why ah?

him : because 14th is exactly the date of Valentine's Day. I'm repaying you our Valentine's Day.

Omg, I paused and jam and I hugged him of course. He's..... such a sweet guy.

He actually knows that I'm not happy bout it and trying every way he can

to salvage it. :)

And now, I get the meaning, if you truly love someone, everyday can be a Valentine's Day. :D

Happy Valentine's Day to you people and hoped you enjoy this very day even if you're

not together with each other. And, remember.....

Send greetings before you ever regret like me. :)

p/s : you know, I think I need to choose/pick another flower to love
for other Valentine's Day for other people to send

(erhem, maybe if only there's people who wants to send me flowers? hahahaha.)

cause I want roses to be part of Weihao and me only. :)